the strange desire in the back of your head

[Torog]

has anyone else ever experienced a strong sensation of REALLY wanting to punch a peice of wood or stab someone?
i'm not a violent person, i never get in fights or anything.
but sometimes i'm just sitting by myself and i'll tense up and start shaking and be like "i want to fucking kill something right now"
it's not like i go and do it when i get that feeling though, it just comes and goes kinda randomly. i just get that feeling once in a while (like right now..... which is why i need to find a fucking lighter so i can smoke). seems pretty normal to me...

Howdy kr1Nx01,

Well..it could be,that you are showing signs of a manic-depressive disorder,that you may be bi-polar,or paranoid-schizophrenic,with violent,psychotic tendencies..could be an anxiety/panic attack..it could be a number of things. Try taking slow ,deep breaths and focusing on a happy time or place..count to ten..spark up a doobie.

Have a good one...Torog

[Lulu]

Once I was so mad at somebody I took a large carving knife and stabbed the tires of his beloved mountain bike. Our relationship was never the same.

Once I was so mad at someone in a fit of blind temper I picked up a tree in a terracota pot and threw it through the windscreen of his new Celica GT4
He drove away and all the soil was sucked in through the vents and blew the turbo
We got over it..................eventually

Word of warning guys
If you're gonna confess to indescretions, don't stand beside your gleaming pride and joy with a "ffs get over it look" on your face

When I look back now, I can't believe I could even lift the bloody thing off the ground - never mind send it sailing through the air
A woman scorned eh.....can be a powerful thing

[Reefer Rogue]

yea i usually get pissed off at the stupidest things like if i drop something on the floor il be like wtf!!!! and if im playn a video game and i get pissed i curse alot, cursing really helps me get my anger out rarely do i ever throw things but thats probably because im too cheap to replace them if they break...

[RESiNATE]

I sometimes get the urge to pay my ex-best mate a visit - he shagged my wife (now ex).
The things I'd like to do to him, don't bear thinking about (Res has a very darkside mwhahaha).

But everytime I think about it, I just relax and smile to myself...He's expecting me to do just that, so better that I let him continue to jump at every noise, and worry who might be at the door, and wonder if his car has been vandalised...

lol...karma...can keep a man sane, ya know

[maryjanemama]

Once I was so mad at someone in a fit of blind temper I picked up a tree in a terracota pot and threw it through the windscreen of his new Celica GT4
He drove away and all the soil was sucked in through the vents and blew the turbo
We got over it..................eventually

Word of warning guys
If you're gonna confess to indescretions, don't stand beside your gleaming pride and joy with a "ffs get over it look" on your face

When I look back now, I can't believe I could even lift the bloody thing off the ground - never mind send it sailing through the air
A woman scorned eh.....can be a powerful thing

So, true, Lu...I caught him with some dirty hippie skanky girl and he felt my wrath. Fucking musicians...never fucking again.

[Imotep]

Howdy kr1Nx01,

Well..it could be,that you are showing signs of a manic-depressive disorder,that you may be bi-polar,or paranoid-schizophrenic,with violent,psychotic tendencies..could be an anxiety/panic attack..it could be a number of things. Try taking slow ,deep breaths and focusing on a happy time or place..count to ten..spark up a doobie.

Have a good one...Torog

i was badly depressed and paranoid back then.
had a couple of stress seizures.
i tried living on food instead of drugs alcohol and cofee.
it worked wonders.

[Jodie]

has anyone else ever experienced a strong sensation of REALLY wanting to punch a peice of wood or stab someone?
i'm not a violent person, i never get in fights or anything.
but sometimes i'm just sitting by myself and i'll tense up and start shaking and be like "i want to fucking kill something right now"
it's not like i go and do it when i get that feeling though, it just comes and goes kinda randomly. i just get that feeling once in a while (like right now..... which is why i need to find a fucking lighter so i can smoke). seems pretty normal to me...

I suppose that's quite normal when you're angry but if you feel like that even when you're not angry you should talk to someone before you carry your ideas through. Better safe than sorry. I've had broken knuckles from punching things and i even stuck a heavy duty staple through my thumb just because i felt like it. I knew why the woman killed her sister too but i'm not a pschopath....honest.

[kr1Nx01]

i don't actually punch walls or anything. and i get angry because of the feeling, not the feeling because i'm angry. i guess i have high blood pressure or something heh.

[zarathustra]

Sometimes I just have a really strong urge to beat the shit out of someone for absolutely no reason. 3/4 of the time I don't even know them, but I just get the feeling that it would be really, reallllllllllllllllllllllllllly satisfying. Like a mindgasm.



And it is too...le sigh.

[juanskee]

[QUOTE=zarathustra]Sometimes I just have a really strong urge to beat the shit out of someone for absolutely no reason. 3/4 of the time I don't even know them, but I just get the feeling that it would be really, reallllllllllllllllllllllllllly satisfying. Like a mindgasm.
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I used to be like this on a sub-conscience level. Just alot of anger I guess. But I gave up fighting loong time agos in high-school to much of a guilty conscience.

But yea, you see that one guy eye-balling you. And you just wanna go drop that mother fucker.