well noname, that can be hard moving away from the people you know and trying to acquire good genetics........the main reason why people go out and buy seeds is because they know what they are getting and what to expect, also a lot of the bagseed is not stable, and for a beginner to start growing an unstable plant can be discouraging to a new grower when the genetics are messed up and not the grower. good luck on your search and everything will fall into place is it should