Who thinks i'm screwed?

[d00d557]

Alright this might be a sort of long post but anyway here goes. Alright so I recently get drug tested so I can smoke again because at my school we get tested like once a year minimum. So first incident is yesterday my stepdad had to get on my computer to use the internet because his wasn't working on his laptop. I come home from my friends blazed since we've been smoking before school every day this week. My mom comes in and tells me hey your stepdad was on your computer earlier and saw a few things drug related. I said what? She said things like links of weed info stuff like that and asked me if I did drugs. I said no! I don't do drugs and if you don't beleive me check my drug test thats about to come in. Then she said,"That's just the thing, I saw a link on how to pass a hair test." Then I think, god dammit how can this get any worse. So she said just tell me you don't do drugs and i'll beleive you. Of course I said no I don't so she said she believes me. I thought it was all behind us until today I get home after blazing at my friends and say what the hell, another bowl in the back yard.(My backyard is really small just like a few feet in every direction then its fenced off) So I go into the corner and duck under the fence so no one can see me toke. As I am about to open the door I noticed I stirred up some leaves kicking the ash up. So I went over and stomped them back into the garden. As my mom is about to leave for the gym like two hours later she says,"Why were you in the backyard?" and I say,"Uh what are you talking about?" Then she says I saw some leaves kicked up onto the patio that weren't there this morning. I was like WTF WHO NOTICES THOSE LITTLE THINGS. So she kept asking me what I was doing and I said idk looking for something and she said what? I said nothing important just stop being so paranoid. Then came upstairs, but the way I wasn't so fast to answer makes me wonder if she knows. I just started smoking weed not too long ago and just again now getting to smoke after having to wait for my drug test it might all be gone:[. Now my stepdad who is a very nice man couldn't even have told he did a lot of drugs told me, with his friends when he was in college he would go out with his friends and drop acid. He also said he smoked weed back then. Now I have already mentioned to my mom the fact that he smoked weed and she said, "Oh, it was okay back then you know that." I said bullshit what makes it any different from today? So with all the recent events not helping the other one out at all I'm very paranoid that my mother knows and or is suspicious of me smoking. I'm pretty sure my parents would really fuck me up if I got caught. My stepdad said that he doesn't give a shit what I do, just if I get caught. So what's your opinion? Previous to these incidents nothing ever drug/weed related ever came up. Now its really awkward because i'm afraid they're gonna get me in a discussion mode and try and talk it out of me.
Sorry for the long post but thanks for reading

d00d557 Reviewed by d00d557 on 01-24-2007. Who thinks i'm screwed? Alright this might be a sort of long post but anyway here goes. Alright so I recently get drug tested so I can smoke again because at my school we get tested like once a year minimum. So first incident is yesterday my stepdad had to get on my computer to use the internet because his wasn't working on his laptop. I come home from my friends blazed since we've been smoking before school every day this week. My mom comes in and tells me hey your stepdad was on your computer earlier and saw a Rating: 5

[slipknotpsycho]

dude, there's no way your mom noticed that shit... she saw you kickin the leaves or whatever... she just wants you to be honest... i mean seriously... do any kids actually think their parents notice these extremely minimal things???? hell no, they saw you and are trying to just get you to come clean.... your step dad doesn't care... so atleast you have 1/2 your parental figures on 'your side' just tell her now and get it over with...

honestly, i'm a father.. and my son isn't old enough for this yet (he's only 2) but even if i hated weed/drugs, i'd rather have him be honest with me, then lie to my face....

[konqrr]

Ya, your mom probably knows. I know that my dad is very suspicous because of one tiny incident where I was " a little off ". Im pretty sure he knows I smoke weed, jsut doesnt want to confront me about it. And that is from a very small incident, yours is a serious of big incidents. I would say your mom knows but isnt going to take any dramatic action until she catches you.

[d00d557]

true, i'm contemplating quiting directly after I finish my current bag. It sucks but in the face of total annihilation by my parents idk. My stepdad would still care because of my mom though. My mom was around that scene back then too and I always ask,"Mom you smoked with them didn't you and she says," NO I didn't." So i'm suspicious, but still I gotta figure out what to do.

[konqrr]

dude, there's no way your mom noticed that shit... she saw you kickin the leaves or whatever... she just wants you to be honest... i mean seriously... do any kids actually think their parents notice these extremely minimal things???? hell no, they saw you and are trying to just get you to come clean.... your step dad doesn't care... so atleast you have 1/2 your parental figures on 'your side' just tell her now and get it over with...

honestly, i'm a father.. and my son isn't old enough for this yet (he's only 2) but even if i hated weed/drugs, i'd rather have him be honest with me, then lie to my face....

My dad would rather have me be honest with him too...so that he can annoy the shit out of me everytime I want to go outside and try to punish me.

[konqrr]

true, i'm contemplating quiting directly after I finish my current bag. It sucks but in the face of total annihilation by my parents idk. My stepdad would still care because of my mom though.

Honestly, just cut down to smoking only on the weekends. Go over a friends house when youre high instead of walknig around infront of your parents.

[Skink]

Yup,,, Slip is right,,,fess up and your chances are better...

[d00d557]

But how weird does it feel, at the first question. Do you use drugs? Then I say, yeah mom marijuana. It just feels like I might be giving myself away when they're on the verge of letting it go or something. Just feels like its not clearly laid out to happen a certain way. If she asks one more time I'm going to say what I should have said. I heard a really weird noise and I went ouside to see what was making it. Like an animal or something

[konqrr]

But how weird does it feel, at the first question. Do you use drugs? Then I say, yeah mom marijuana. It just feels like I might be giving myself away when they're on the verge of letting it go or something. Just feels like its not clearly laid out to happen a certain way. If she asks one more time I'm going to say what I should have said. I heard a really weird noise and I went ouside to see what was making it. Like an animal or something

Are your parents going to be strict about it? If they arent going to be too harsh, like my parents, then just tell them. Although you probly wont be able to smoke again.


When Im 18, I wont have a problem with telling my parents. But as of now, even though I am paying 20% of the bills (5 family members...not even my sisters who are in college pay that much), they pretty much control my life.

Technically Im paying enough to have my own room, yet they still bitch about when its not clean and keep there stuff in it. I just cant wait til Im 18. Look both my parents in the eyes and say "Mom, dad, Ive been smoking marijuana since I was 12, and I have been dealing since I was 14. I plan to continue to do both. You are free to join me in smokngi a fat blunt later tonight, if you wish."

[d00d557]

Yeah only thing i'm afraid of is maybe dissapointing and they will ground me for a while. I just dk how they would be affected by it because both of them were around it and I beleive my stepdad would be able to relate to the fact that marijuana isn't harmful or bad for me or anyone else.