So i saw a psychiatrist and he diagnosed me with mild OCD. I told him i smoked weed, and said i shouldn't try and self medicate. He said although weed is harmless, it still can cause laziness, and since its illegal bags can contain unwanted substances. He advised me not to smoke, he labeled it substance abuse. heh, i kinda laughed at that, at least in my mind. I know i can live with this, it was kinda of liberating to know what is going on, now i can sit back relax, and smoke a nice joint.