Thanks for the link!

i talked to my parents about it, i am going to see a doctor to be sure. What i did find out from my father is he has very similar tendencies. We were having a family discussion and he told us things he has never shared, not even with my mom. The characteristic were strikingly similar.

I would like to ask the doc, about pot as an alternative to medication. This is because at this point my i can live with my tendency and be fine about it, i like the way i am, i just want to know if i have OCD for the sake of knowing.
Only problem is lately i have been overwhelmed with anxiety from smoking. This used to never happen.

I plan on taking a break for a couple weeks, and see what the doc says, then I will try give the magical plant another go.