i know how you feel about being in an unstable mood... the past 3 days... ive been feeling really low... i got so fucking depressed, that i started drawing... and i drew in "bubble" "letters, life is like a party" then underneath it all... "meaning:the longer you stay around the more likely youll get fucked"

i dont know... but while i was drawing that... i had a while to think about whats wrong with my life(didnt really figure it out other then cops, court and school) and then today... i skiped school... and went to the public library and picked up a maginen called "the outdoors man" or something like that... and its basicaly all about making stuff for cabins, how to make survival kits to help you out if your to ever get lost in the woods... and how to make stuff to basicaly get by in life in the boonies...(something i dream of is someday owning a hand(my hands and maybe my kids hands and a few friends only*im not going to hire some one to build it*) built cabin in a big ass forest full of trees and animals off all sorts to be able to hunt when i want to and a nice sized stream(small river) full of fish... to be able to fish when i want... and for it to be out were i can do damn near anything i want... i just got lost in describing that but yea) basicaly, i just got lost in that magasine... and then i picked up a magazin about off roading and stuff like that... and was fealing really happy showing my friend(i would love to date her) all of the stuf that i want to some day put on my truck, that will be the only way to get to my cabin...

and then we got up to leave to go down to the gym to work out... and all of a suden, i just felt really fucking sad agin... and then we got closer to the gym... and i saw some one from the court, and also relised i forgot i had counceling today... and almost broke out in tears...

i guess me and you are just having PMS(if we were girls LOL) lets go eat a tub of ice cream and a few dozen snickers bars... ohh ohh and then some shamesticks(a stick of butter dipped in surgar, its from a movie or some show)
partyguy420 Reviewed by partyguy420 on . for anyone following my threads tonight i'm in a really unstable mood right now, i don't wanna go off on any of you, so i'm done for the night, i'm gonna go for the night, so you can stop checking my posts (or any post that you're expecting an answer from me for) just dont' want anyone to think i went and od'd or soemthing..... Rating: 5