Matt, I had to put that in my sig.



Slip man anything I say will most likely be a repeat of what a dozen other people have said, and probaly many more will say before this thread becomes lost in the vast maze that is the listed pages of boards.cannabis.com


You have a wife that loves you and a son with a father. I never knew my dad. And you know, I honestly couldn't give a fuck how my father was (as long as he didn't beat my mom or something like that) if he had just been there. A lot of things in my life would be different if I had grown up with my dad. Maybe for good, maybe for worse. But I would have come out a more sound person if I atleast knew him I think. I've never met him so I really can't say. But just being there for your son will mean more to him than anything.

Suicide. I've thought about it a few times. Held a knife to my wrist and some pills in my hand. But I couldn't ever go through with it. A permanent solution to life's trouble. The only thing that ever kept me from going through with it was believing that without my knowledge, or with it, i'd make people happy, and maybe I am making atleast someone smile now and then.

You try to be a good father, and you have a loving wife. Hold onto those things you find most sacred slip, even the little things.