for anyone following my threads tonight

[nikweiser]

hope you are doing ok slip

[benagain]

I've been busy as all get out lately and haven't been on much, but I hope you get to feeling much better. My thoughts and prayers are with ya.

[Skeevy Stoner]

You need a toke, and go see a psychologist, take it slow and feel the groove
Hope ya get better soon, my mother suffers from depression aswell.

[Matt the Funk]

I've been trying to kill myself since I was like 4 years old man, depression sucks ass. Just try to stay positive, think about your kid and wife too. And as a shitty concelation prize, I have to say I don't think you are a fuck up, even though I don't know you I got mad respect for you and your posts are ussually insightful to me. Hang in there man.

[wayoftheleaf]

Matt, I had to put that in my sig.



Slip man anything I say will most likely be a repeat of what a dozen other people have said, and probaly many more will say before this thread becomes lost in the vast maze that is the listed pages of boards.cannabis.com


You have a wife that loves you and a son with a father. I never knew my dad. And you know, I honestly couldn't give a fuck how my father was (as long as he didn't beat my mom or something like that) if he had just been there. A lot of things in my life would be different if I had grown up with my dad. Maybe for good, maybe for worse. But I would have come out a more sound person if I atleast knew him I think. I've never met him so I really can't say. But just being there for your son will mean more to him than anything.

Suicide. I've thought about it a few times. Held a knife to my wrist and some pills in my hand. But I couldn't ever go through with it. A permanent solution to life's trouble. The only thing that ever kept me from going through with it was believing that without my knowledge, or with it, i'd make people happy, and maybe I am making atleast someone smile now and then.

You try to be a good father, and you have a loving wife. Hold onto those things you find most sacred slip, even the little things.