hey kb, sorry to hear about ur plant dying. that sucks. as for what chrissy said. i too grew up in a realy abusive household. my dad beat my mom into a coma. its that kinda shit that fucks u up in the head man. i started smokin when i was 11 (im 20 now) i never gave a fuck about school. in classes the teacher wouldnt even pass homework out to me cuz she knew i wouldnt do it. u dont realize how much u fucked up until u get a few years older and are out of school and have real responsabilities to take care of, instead of sitting home during summer break snd smokin weed with ur buddies. the real world is harsh man and these days without and education u cant get that far. its getting harder and harder. i wish the best of luck to you with your academics and succes in life. one love.