Well what i think is that if their is a god then he would want us to live our lives being happy and helping others. Even if you do not worship him every week. Because i think their are alot of things wrong with churches and that god wouldnt agree with alot of the shit that has gone on. I am in an inbetween area right now. For a while i thought i was an atheist but now im not so sure. But anyways i think that if you live a good life then if their is a heven then you will get in. But honstley its all about what you think.