Quote Originally Posted by 4gan2ja0
shit man, wish i could say i feel you, but i have no fucking clue what youre going through now. your dad doesnt mean shit,he's never been there for you or anything. he IS your dad, but he isnt a father if that makes sense. i am truly sorry to hear all that, but aside from him it seems you have a very loving family that you should think about, and not your quote, un-quote dad
lol with the exception of my mom, brothers, grandma, grandpa, son, and wife my entire family hates me... and wants nothing to do with me.. they never have.. pretty much the family i knew consisted of my grandma's kids and their families... and all of her kids have always been jealous of me because i had more growing up then they did... i think to them they think she loves me more then she loved them... but when they were growing up there was five of them, and a very limited income... she tried to give them things... but sometimes it was hard... when it came time for her to raise me, she was better off financially (much better) and there was only one of me... but of course, jealousy never sees logic.

btw my psycho uncle (the one tha'ts tried to kill me, and is now 'screwed' facing 2-10 years in prison for his fifth DUI, and lives just out back in a garage apartment that's on our property) i know for a fact is jealous of me, and always has been... he's admitted it.. he's flat out said that i got more than he did growing up, and he takes it as his mother loves me more than him...

you know i have had one very fucked up life... and i'm truely shocked i haven't already killed myself (although i have tried a few times... i just ended up puking up all the pills and sleeping for a very long time...) much more i'm grateful for the ones i have.. i couldn't have asked for a better wife, or a more perfect son...