i appreciate everyone's thoughts... i didn't post it for pitty or anything (incase someone tries to say i did later on) i posted it cuz i needed to get it off my chest and my wife is at work, and also, so she can read the story when she gets home (by the time she gets home i never really can remember anythign particular, i have horrible memory... so i needed to write it down while it was fresh)

so fitting to my mood right now...
"Creep"

Forward yesterday
Makes me wanna stay
What they said was real
Makes me wanna steal
Livin' under house
Guess I'm livin', I'm a mouse
All's I gots is time
Got no meaning, just a rhyme

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to me
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to me
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
Well, I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be

Feelin' uninspired
Think I'll start a fire
Everybody run
Bobby's got a gun
Think you're kinda neat
Then she tells me I'm a creep
Friends don't mean a thing
Guess I'll leave it up to me

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
Guess I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to me
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be

Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal
Take time with a wounded hand
Guess I like to steal
Take time with a wounded hand
'Cause it likes to heal, I like to steal

I'm half the man I used to me
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be
This I feel as the dawn
It fades to gray
I'm half the man I used to be, half the man I used to be,
Half the man I used to be

anyone know anymore songs with music extremely closely to that song... i need it to get my feelings out more.. i use music to get out feelings mostly.
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . ok i gotta get this off my chest... don't get me wrong, what i just did hurt me... but i can't ever forgive him.... ok some history... my dad was never there for me NEVER for about the first 14 years of my life, i saw him all of 2-3 times, maybe talked to him on the phone once or twice... then at about 15-16 he tried to come back in my life, nearly forced his way in... i'm crying at this point, to where my clothes are getting soaked.... but i have to get this out... anyways after a few months i went to juvi, got out when i Rating: 5