as lewis black says "the good die young but pricks live forever" ... i don't expect him to die anytime soon, and somewhere deep down, i know he'll never feel the pain he ever deserves, in life or death. i will not have him around my son, he will never know his grandson, if i have to make sure of that myself. he runs from all of his problems, just like always... when he gets some warrants in one city/state, he moves away right before the cops find him.... hes' been doing this for many many many years...

and it's not so easy just letting go and putting it my past.. my whole life i grew up wondering why my parents didn't want me... atleast my mom came around and started being in my life..