Quote Originally Posted by Antihero867
Wow thats some crazy shit dude. Your bro is defentley fucked up. But anyways about your vision. You see their is a chemical in your brain called DMT. It is a hallucinogen that is released in very small doses when we sleep which is what causes our dreams. When you die all of this DMT is released at once causing you to basicley trip balls for 7 minutes or something like that. Well triping that hard will seem like eternity. This is what causes the "After-Life." So basicley your afterlife is whatever you think it will be. Now im no doctor but what i think is that you saw your brains vision of "Hell." I think the thing burning you was your perception of "Satin." And the feeling of you shooting upwards is your mind leaving "Hell" and shooting back up into your body. Many people have these near death experiences. An old friend of mine drowned in a pool. And got the feeling of floating up into his perception of "Heven." And then when he was entering the clouds he got the feeling of shooting down back to his body.

So you see its more common then you think. So theirs no shame in telling anyone about this. If you were to talk to a doctor about this then they would just explain to you about the release of DMT. But if your really worried about what people think about it then you could go to a therapist and talk to them. They have a confidentiality agreement that they cant repeat anything unless its about killing yourself or anyone else. So legally they wouldnt be able to say shit.

Hey Moose. I'd say what anti-hero supplied here is a fairly standard interpretation you'd get, based upon standard individual psych. Meaning that your beliefs of heaven, hell and an afterlife would all potentially change the meaning of the symbolism involved. Personally, I'd chalk it up more to stress and possibly high adrenaline rather than DMT, which is much harder to trigger the release of. I actually doubt you were close enough to death, since you woke back out of it. But miracles have happened before and I could be wrong.
I'd suggest definately talking to a psychologist or councilor about some of these issues, both your vision and your relationship with your brother. This requires someone with a good understanding of your background to really help you work it out, more than you can probably find online.

Honestly I think you might have issues that go far beyond your experience. You seem to represent yourself as a very individualistic and self-responsible spirit. I'm surprised that your brother was able to basically take you down with some ninja kick he learned from watching television, it runs counter to all of my own martial experience. Just how old is your brother, and you for that matter? And where did the blood and teeth come from?
I wonder why you're worried about being thought of as insane for a dream/vision you had while being choked out unless you feel that there is a certain reality to it. Some personal sense of power coming from this hell dimension of yours. I wonder if you're having trouble telling your dreams apart from reality. And on that note, I wonder what the reality of this entire situation really is.