Pride, Ive had this happen before but under different circumstances. It was at school a few years ago, I was great mates with this girl who, at first, I thought was butt-ugly. But I fell for her personality, and in a matter of days she was the most beautiful person Id ever met. She made me laugh, she made me smile, she even made me cry because I knew I couldnt have her.
Then, one day, I invited her to my place. We sat on my bed watching Cool Runnings, and before I knew it I just couldnt control myself and I reached out, grabbed her towards me and kissed her. I told her I was sorry and I was in tears, then she grabbed my head and kissed me back with an unbelievable passion. For 9 months we would meet up and just fool around (no sex), but in the end we broke up. It was only because I was messed up in the head that we havent stayed mates, and the same thing is happening again with another girl right now. Amazing relationship for 9 months, then it all goes tits up.
I dont know why I told you that story.
My advice? Stay mates with her for the moment, and just wait and see what the future brings. Either way, whether you date her or not, youre going to have many amazing memories with this girl. But dont start dating her just yet - shes obviously very taken with someone else, and you sound like you really care about her, so please dont let her fall in love with two people at the same time. Show her the real you, a gentleman and a friend, and maybe one day you wont be the one making the first move...
Tom Swierzbinski Reviewed by Tom Swierzbinski on . I think I just fell in love.. but I think it's wrong. I met this girl (turns out she's my neighbor) who I think is pretty cool. We like the same stuff and she's the only girl in the area i know that happens to enjoy smoking up. There is good chemistry between us. This is rare.. I don't find many girls who I can really talk to.. I really thought nothing of her.. really.. I didn't think she was all that pretty or whatever. But I thought it'd be really cool to be her friend. Weed was brought up in a convo recently and it turns out she likes to Rating: 5