First time I smoke I didn't get high the second time I smoked and got high as hell and became insensible becuase it was floaty time. First high wow....
I think its all about perception and the first high is indiscribible becuase you lack the mental machinary new connections past experience to draw any remotely similar experience. I think getting high regularly wears in the new connection and makes the experience altogether different establishing branches that go anywhere depending on your initial state of mind, setting, music, or any number of factors. Maby that first high is the mountain top and I need to try bong hits till I pass out with The End playing in the backround, and a black light illumanating my girlfriend giving me head while strangling me with a belt or maby you can only sell your mind once.

Man I still get fucking wortless can't function around normal people