Quote Originally Posted by l3loody
okay, i know that ppl on here dont really like me...and i know it doesnt really matter. but today, i realized that i pretty much dont have any friends at my school, and i am apparently annoying. i have no clue why and niether does anybody else...so..they say "ur annoying" and i ask why and they dont tell me why...im kind of thinking about killing myself, and im not saying this for attention, so please dont think i am. i really dont know wut to do. i really want friends, and i dont have many and i dont think ill get very many. so i wanna say im sorry for annoying anybody on these forums for talking about my mom too much or anything like that. i also realized that i will go nowhere in life because my grades are bad. i get d's and f's in highschool, and its my junior year. im 17 years old. i hate my life so much, and i know that i will nvr become wealthy or anything of that sort. i wont have a good job, a pretty wife (or any for that matter) and i wont have kids to continue my gene pool. so....im screwd for life and theres no sense in living any longer just to find out my predictions were true.

sorry again, bye
Many people walk on this earth lonely. We all had thoughts that we want to die, but really you are just overwhelmed. You aren't believing in yourself. If you think you won't get a good job, or a pretty wife, you won't, because you already made it clear to yourself you can't. Don't do this to yourself man. Don't self-inflict harm on your confidence.

We all have a point in life where everything is a dark cloud, you can't see the light. Suffering is all around us, while you are lonely, there are others who are the same. We all have our problems, don't allow yourself to drown in them.

Be positive. End this cycle of negative thinking. Seek the things you enjoy and love and most of all, love and believe in yourself.