Quote Originally Posted by surreys princess
[COLOR="Magenta"]suicide and suicidal thoughts are just selfish[COLOR]
That is by far the WORST thing you can tell someone who's suicidal. Please, don't say this to people who are emotionally unstable, things like that only make them worse. They need help, the last thing they wanna worry about is shutting up to make everyone else happy.

All I can say is, an objective mindset can help you. Find out what makes you annoying. Just straight-up ask: It'll take people off-guard, but as long as they don't hate you you should get some straight answers.

Then work on just changing. Get a haircut, spend a day reading and have a go at things, rejuvanated.

I know it feels like there's no escape or chance for betterment now, but there always is. Change is always an option. Just figure out what you can do to better yourself, you'll soon have new friends and things will be OK.

And this comes from someone who was gonna kill themselves 6 months ago. I'm feeling great now, so trust me, it's possible.

And the calls for counseling are another good thing, I know it's hard to start but most clinical psychologists can really help you.