Quote Originally Posted by l3loody
yeah, i dont know how some of u can act the way u do. u dont care about others...u dont believe me that im having a horrible time in my life and i just hate it so much...but for the ppl that tried to help me, thanks, and the ppl who were trying to be assholes, i hope u get whats coming to u. whether its good or bad. i guess i understand that u dont want to believe that im having a bad time in highschool, but i dont really care. i just want to get it over with. i still dont know wut im going to do, but i might just give myself a month and if things dont start to shapen up, then ill off myself. whether u guys beleive me or not. the reason i tell u guys these things is becasue i told u...i have no real friends. so dont think im just "chatting with internet ppl to get sypathy" or w/e u think. i just dont have friends that would care about it and i have nobody to go to for it.

bye
now what good will killing yourself do?
ive questioned my existence many times

my advice, find someone or something to love,
i found someone and something to love, they are the reason why i breathe and wake up in the morning, if you cant find someone to love, just love cannabis,,,, a pet, even loving something that cant love you back is worth it because youll find yourself in a state of awe, love is a wonderful thing, find it