im sorry that ur life is that way,,
but in reality,
there are ppl far worse off than u...
thinkin of suicide over not having friends? r u kidding me?
yea its hard being the loner sometimes..but if a thing so little as this will have u contemplating on suicide...then u just arnt ready for the REAL world man...it gets a lot worse if things such as this bother u to this extent....wow..man...seek professional help...cuz yea...it seems u r very weak and have no will powrr...go find help NOW