What are some things you like to do that make you happy? i love movie marathons, they make me happy. it's the simple things.

You need to work on yourself before you work on friendships. cuz nobody wants to be friends with a suicidal guy, you know what i mean?

when people hang out with you, they want to hang out with the happy you, think about how you make people around you feel. are you draining their energy? are you overbearing or just too much maintenence?

i know these are alot of questions, but in order to improve your mental wellbeing you need to ask yourself these questions and more often then not, the answers are quite simple. no one here can solve your problems, but you know, even though theres flaming and light arguments, we're generally good and friendly people here.

my mind plays tircks on me all the time, jerking my emotions around and such. but then i realise i'm internalising all my thoughts when i should just get up and go... as in, stop thinking about how much your life sucks and just live life.