Okay, this is my appology

[psychocat]

http://video.google.com/videoplay?do...26325041057058

Watch this and count your blessings.

psychocat Reviewed by psychocat on 01-12-2007. Okay, this is my appology okay, i know that ppl on here dont really like me...and i know it doesnt really matter. but today, i realized that i pretty much dont have any friends at my school, and i am apparently annoying. i have no clue why and niether does anybody else...so..they say "ur annoying" and i ask why and they dont tell me why...im kind of thinking about killing myself, and im not saying this for attention, so please dont think i am. i really dont know wut to do. i really want friends, and i dont have many and Rating: 5

[Dro_Princess]

I think eveyone goes through a stage some point in highscool that is just like yours. I did. It can be very confusing, depressing, and frustrating, its something that we learn from and kinda like a right of passage. Once you get through this funk things will seem alot better. You just have to get motivated to better your self and your grades. You will graduate highschool and go on and have a wonderful life with a family and good job, you just have to want it enough.

Life is a gift and there are too many people who have theirs cut short. So live life every day with no regrets and to the best of your ability. Killing yourself wont make anything better, if anything it will make it worse for the loved ones that you left behind. When you wake up in the moring just look at yourself in the mirror and (I know this sounds stupid but its works.) and tell yourself that you decide how your life is going to be and wont settle for anything less.

[peaceandlove420]

Human emotion is like the weather. Theres cold days, hot days, rainy days, gloomy days, sunny days. But its always changing. Its temporary. Sometimes storms last longer than others.

And remember, theres always sunshine after rain.

[suhl]

dont be a selfish self pitying prick. my advice is to try to do something about it

[mr_vega]

i know your down l3loody, but there's always someone who has it much worse.

[Inferius]

i know your down l3loody, but there's always someone who has it much worse.

And knowing that someones in more pain than me always cheers me right up!! :buzz_saw:

[Way2many]

im at this point in my life also, everyday all day i sit around smoking thinking about what the hell im supposed to do in life and always these thoughts race around my head bouncing off the wall's and the only thing i can think of is too shoot myself in the dome to stop it all....i always say life is hard and death is easy but god didnt put me here so i can later on end my life so i keep on keeping trying to find my place, god has a place for us all.

[Bob the Awesome]

[COLOR="Magenta"]suicide and suicidal thoughts are just selfish[COLOR]

That is by far the WORST thing you can tell someone who's suicidal. Please, don't say this to people who are emotionally unstable, things like that only make them worse. They need help, the last thing they wanna worry about is shutting up to make everyone else happy.

All I can say is, an objective mindset can help you. Find out what makes you annoying. Just straight-up ask: It'll take people off-guard, but as long as they don't hate you you should get some straight answers.

Then work on just changing. Get a haircut, spend a day reading and have a go at things, rejuvanated.

I know it feels like there's no escape or chance for betterment now, but there always is. Change is always an option. Just figure out what you can do to better yourself, you'll soon have new friends and things will be OK.

And this comes from someone who was gonna kill themselves 6 months ago. I'm feeling great now, so trust me, it's possible.

And the calls for counseling are another good thing, I know it's hard to start but most clinical psychologists can really help you.

[ipodguy]

seriously though dude everyone feels like that sometimes. ive felt like that before.
sometimes i swear i have no real friends except my best friend.
if you dont have a job i would suggest getting one because a few people i know made a lot of friends where they work and they hang out on weekends n stuff.
also if you plan on going to college (you can get into college with c's and d's) you can definately make a lot of new friends there too.

[SmokingPlatypus]

suicide and suicidal thoughts are just selfish...get some counseling...

Yeahhh.. that's probably the worst thing that you could have said with the possible exception of "grow up, you emo faggot." Please don't say stuff like that unless you know what you're talking about. Thanks.

These thoughts are normal, Bloody. A lot of people have them. Remember that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. For me, High School fucking sucked until I started smoking. Not gonna lie. Then I got a lot more outgoing and started talking to people. It's odd that people think that you're annoying.. seems like you may be trying a bit too hard, or you may just have some growing up to do. That's entirely possible.

Wait until college. Those shitty cliques more or less dissolve once you get to college, and then you can start getting a lot more friends... because everyone comes from a different place, different socioeconomic statuses, (statusi?).. and you simply can't have that with High School. So everyone is the same, and you're probably a little bit different.. so they treat you with hostility.

I mean.. if you're doing something that could be construed as annoying.. by all means, stop. You're not going to get friends that way. That's really all that I can think of now, good luck. Keep on talking about it, that's a great way to get stuff like this off your chest.

(by the way.. don't give a fuck what people think about you on an internet site. There's a lot of dicks out there, and frankly some people just enjoy making fun of others when there's no possibility of a backlash.)

Just my two cents.