Quote Originally Posted by crudemood
So I smoked today for the first time in very long time. I was at work and decided maybe smoking up would make the shift a bit more enjoyable. So a couple of minutes later I had just finished smoking with a couple of coworkers .I started my shift and I started to question everybody's intentions into detail. I got so quiet because I thought Everylittle thing someone did or said was done just to screw me over. All these thoughts about people being evil were racing through my mind. No one would reassure me that I wasnt weird, or they did and I just didn't believe them. I felt scared and alone, and I litterally went to the washroom and bawled because I felt so hated.

I felt like the whole world was watching me and hating me.

Can anyone relate to this extreme paranoia?
.....smoke after work...it's that simple....have a nice day......