also, sucks about your girl and your buddy... that was some shady stuff, but you are definitely better of NOT having people like that around

i was with a gal for over 3 years (she is actually on that Grease reality show now, weird) and found out she had screwed around with mad peeps... i was sure i was gonna marry her. obviously i didn't. i was messed up for a long time after that and was sure things would suck forever...

that was a handful of years back.. im married now and have never been happier or more fulfilled in life... so keep your head up, cause things will turn around for you if you don't give up... don't bottle that shit up inside either.. talk to someone about it... trust me, it helps!

good luck man...