Well then, relish your last high for a while. I remember mine quite fondly. I've abstained for about a month now, myself (waiting to make sure they don't pop randoms at the new job), and though it really sucks for the first week or two, it's not really all that bad to get used to. Not as bad as quitting cigarettes, by far. One thing it does is give you the ability to really have something to look forward to down the line. Good luck on your path to cleanliness, hon. When it's all over, and things are back to normal, you'll be glad you did.