i never really had any dirrection (there was a thread like this before just so you know ) maybe when i was like 4-6 i wanted to be a cop, but that was about it... i never really wanted to be anything when i grew up.. which is why i think i am nothing now.. i didn't have a dream to shoot for, or something to try and become... alli cared about was getting older... and you know.. now that i have a kid... i want it to stop.. cuz the years are flying by, like on the time machine when he gets in but gets knocked out, and the years are just flying by... that's how i feel.. i feel like i'm sitting there watching everything fly by me...