LOL...no I'm not like that with anything. Any decision I make is because I want to do it...I could give a fuck less about anyone else [I've always been like this..I was one of the first to smoke weed in HS and everyone followed me].

Some of my friends that don't ever smoke bitch at me when I do..so it's actually a pressure to not, but I don't really care what they say/think at the time.

I HATE them when I'm sober and I LOVE them when I'm drunk, I don't know why..the light-headedness I guess (I also think it's pointless to smoke when sober because it 'doesn't do anything', but there is definitely a slight feeling when you've got a few in ya)...

Anyway...I was hoping someone would have an opinion as to WHY this is...not if you believe it (could care less). Lippa said in the other thread that it's maybe a sub-conscious link that I have between alcohol and butts...which seemed like a good point. Anyone agree/disagree?