i made a post about this, i recently had a horrible panic attack about death and how life is real and not just a 1st person tv show, and how one day my parents would be dead and then it made me feel subconsiously guilty and made me help them out more and their not even old i dnt know what made me panic and my room changed while i stared in it real strange so i just had to watch tv or listen to music but man, ye i would stay sober for about a week or get baked continuously for bout 3 days and realise that you eventually get used to getting baked and have a different bud to the shit u tripped on