wow... maybe that's what fucked me up so much.....

but at the same time.. maybe it's a good thing i was never able to sleep, even when i'd had a 'tollerable' ammount of drunkness...when i get drunk i get the spins, when i get the spins, i can't even lay down, much less close my eyes...

medically speaking, maybe i'm more cut out for drinking than i had previously thought? (no, birdgirl don't take that the wrong way... doesn't mean i'ma go out thinking i'm superman drinking all my stomach can hold.... being too drunk is a rather miserable experience... and i don't intend on bringin that on myself anymore, ever again.)