Quote Originally Posted by MacWQ33
OK...I wanted to refrain from explaining my experience with cigarettes for the sake of not starting another arguement...so I'm gonna try to phrase it as more of a 'what do you guys think'....instead of a 'I am immune to nicotine addiction' kinda thing.

I know it's the most addictive thing in the world...I know, I know, my mother and aunt have been smoking for like 25 years and have tried many methods of quitting and just haven't succeeded..yet.

Anyway...long story short I always hated butts...then one time when I was drunk, I had a few. This was about 6 years ago. Since then..about 75% of the time I drink, I usually have a few cigarettes. Some weekends I'll buy a pack for the night (I hate Marbs, I prefer Newports for some reason..they are smooth to me and don't leave such a nasty taste).

Funny thing is...I've never fiended for or ever wanted a cigarette when sober (I will smoke a butt if I'm bored and a friend is smoking, but I'll never go buy a pack unless drinking or doing specific 'upper type' substances [rare nowadays]....)

It's weird too, cuz a lot of my friends are this way too (of course some of my friends are everyday smokers too)....just smoke on the weekends...BUT...some of my friends turned into everyday smokers doing this. Not me though. I know it's hard for people not to say 'Just wait..you'll see"...Well, I've been waiting for years, it's just not going to happen. I am at the point where I can honestly make the claim I will never be an everyday smoker. Maybe it's because I've seen family struggle with the addiction? Maybe I'm addicted...but only when alcohol is present? Anyone else experience this time of 'recreational' use of cigarettes? What do you guys think....I know it's weird...but it's true, you just have to take my word.

I know I'm gonna get some shit for this...but there's really nothing else to say...that's the jist of it. "You'll see Mac, you'll see...just watch you fuckin idiot...you'll be smoking a pack a day before you know it." LOL..just so you guys don't gotta say it.

All joking aside...I know it's more addictive than herion to most people. Actually I'm pretty weird with substances...marijuana has always been kind of 'habitual' to me..but I haven't smoked in like a month..but when I do again, I'll probably go on a month binge everyday (then a few weeks off and repeat..I'm weird like that). White stuff doesn't really phase me...only on the weekends a few times a year...caffiene don't do shit for me...I drink like a cup of coffee maybe twice a week in the morning. Alcohol is only used in party situations. So what the fuck is wrong with me? I think because I've already gone through being 'addicted' to weed when I was younger that I have trained myself to handle things rather well.

OK...start yelling at me hahah.

No ones gunner flame you man, not even me LOL. I belive you 100%.

If it's when your drunk it may be that you've associated smoking with drinking, something as little as that could be why... it's amazing whats in our subconcious. [is that even the right part of the brain lol.]