Quote Originally Posted by Black Water Park
well put! i just wish i did not have this damn voice in my head that says " i don't want to die, it really, really, really, sucks that i have to die"... things would be much easier if i could 100% accept the fact that i will die, and that will be the end of my existance, and be ok with that.
get used to it, 'cause there ain't no guaranties. chose your belief and go with it.

i remember those same voices and the fear they instilled. then i watched death do its thing, time and time again. now the voices say "just don't let me die messily" as well as trying to get me to commit a variety of unnatural acts, i try to ignore the former while occasionally giving in to a number of the latter.