Ya know, to add to that above, now that I think back, I remember when i realized what death really is.....and you know what? I was okay with that. I was OK with death. But I realized that I have my whole life ahead of me. While I still have my life ahead of me, (im 21) i can't help but see that I am ~30% done with my life. I don't see myself living past 80.

To those who are older, do you ever look back at the years you've spent breathing and say "god damn, the party could end in the forseeable future."

(i see foreseeable future as 20-25 years.)