Abattoir Dream

[Frivolous248]

Slipknot, go become a damn psychiatrist

[slipknotpsycho]

Slipknot, go become a damn psychiatrist

i would, but i don't even have a highschool diploma, much less a chance at getting a college degree, or the money to EVEN afford it if i did lol... since a couple of years ago, i've realized my life long dream (carrer-wise) is to be a chef (and i don't mean some shitty fast food cook, or a mediocore <no offense to anyone that falls in that description> chain resturant cook, i mean someone highly reconized... i have the skills, and the passion i just need the training) or a psychologist/psychiatrist (only diffrence is the psychiatrist can prescribe meds, while the psychologist can't)... unfortunately, i'll probably never 'realize' either dream.. =/

[Frivolous248]

Ah, that sucks. If you tried you could probably become one of either some day. You lack ambition and you wrack discipline.

[slipknotpsycho]

Ah, that sucks. If you tried you could probably become one of either some day. You lack ambition and you wrack discipline.

yes i know if i REALLY tried i could become either... but ambition isn't really a factor in it... i dont' want to put more strain on my family (me, my wife, my baby, even my grandparents) then is really needed, especially at a time like this... we're not exactly what you'd call 'stable'.... later on in life, i probably (almost definately) will shoot for one, and probably acheive it, but as of right now... i'd probably just destory what we have left (you'd just have to live our lives for a week to understand what i mean) while standing a very small chance of acheiving it... anyone (that knows anything) will tell you timing is everything... and right now, unfortunately, is just not the time for it.. a dream never dies, even when the person dies....

[Frivolous248]

That sucks, well good luck when you do go for it. In the mean time practice won't hurt.