i cant sleep

[MastaChronic]

alone with nothing but my mind. not pleasant company, i try to sleep but demons from my past haunt me like they do every night i try to fall into peaceful respite, they wont allow me the tranquility of slumber.i tell myself theyre not real, but they wont leave me alone. i smoke a joint to try and make them go away but this time theyre here to stay, they whisper in my ear the wrongs i have done and twist the good into a sick caricature of what it had been. they torture me tirelessly with no cessation. i cry out to whomever might be listening to lift these demons from me but to no avail. the demons steal my strength away leaving me weak and helpless, wasted and hopeless. the demons put steel in my hand and tell me to end it all before they do, i resist and they set upon my mind, flaying it with the past and whispering they are forever, and with the breaking of dawn they are gone.

MastaChronic Reviewed by MastaChronic on 12-31-2006. i cant sleep alone with nothing but my mind. not pleasant company, i try to sleep but demons from my past haunt me like they do every night i try to fall into peaceful respite, they wont allow me the tranquility of slumber.i tell myself theyre not real, but they wont leave me alone. i smoke a joint to try and make them go away but this time theyre here to stay, they whisper in my ear the wrongs i have done and twist the good into a sick caricature of what it had been. they torture me tirelessly with no Rating: 5

[PotHeed420]

Emo.

[MastaChronic]

blow me.
its not my fault im bi-polar.
im not emo

[wayoftheleaf]

It is obvious you aren't beating yourself with the bat hard enough.

[lardman]

Ah that sucks man. My step sister is bi-polar and shes always mad and shit.

PS. No offense, but that did sound a little emo.

[PotHeed420]

Nice current mood, emo.

[lardman]

Nice current mood, emo.

I'd rather be emo, than a homo.

[wayoftheleaf]

When they start analy raping you, that is when you have some troubles man.


I am bi-polar psychotic, and they think i may be schitzophrenic.

I feel your pain.

[MastaChronic]

there arent any real demons, im using it as a metaphor for my conscience.

[PotHeed420]

I'd rather be emo, than a homo.

That is impossible, emos are homos