evil spirit talking

fingerdabiggun' where everybody has a chance for a better tomorrow..
don't go there.. you've got to know gots ta know uuuh likes ta hoop
chief youre a rassicist bastard.. now youre gonna get mad atchursef ..
And fly around the galaxy for a long time .. gone dude, gone. it doeint
fucking fit fuckfuckfuckfuck fuck fuck fuck what all did you say.
can't find a wayout.. nashville sucked replac stop dat was sum good me
time.. me love youlongtime dont trip y'all fuckers whatever else if x$
= y$ then z$ = ~ a off yea it's only a long string of numbers, perhaps
we might find some other place for these things. communication break
down drive me insane ohwaa ..
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fat f.exe manual dump about 2 or so ... how many word up wichas did you
edit ? to whomever this is there is no way out of speaking dialog
this can only be the waves that will consume the future..
dandandandandandan it does sound like that.. so they may say "you know
your sick don't you?" and i say sometimes i feel like telling the world
things mostly when i'm angry. so where did this script reenactment cmoe
from? or better yet where hve found from this to that other way down
from being mystified let's leave ziz place .. what happened wwhat
happened, you don't remember.. who can see the tty for what it is.. who
else can do these thing for you if not I? you don't think i can bench
press you do you.. y'all shoulda waited ... now think ... nowhich, it
just goes crazy..what i put back there what was it? was it stupid? did
it give you the warm fuzzies? maybe it could be something without
writing or maybe whatever else sense mAKs of this .. they edit out the
god damn shit as soon as you put it hey ya on the mule.. so wassa deal?

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data is corrupt on the way down.... dude these usage policy are
stickter than what i'm use to.. what can you think dude? write the
fucking feed.. thats not a bad .. vat can you think to write of?
aaaaannnnnyyyway werdupwatnecs i hear in the faint distance "you're
crazy" do you have something to say? shall I? stop the bcc man? where
dey was for five seconds, an eternity. you vagrant bastadchallapagas
weird i canr .. not anymore miggs go tell me chachacha bia.. get it off
there. okay wassadeal do you wanna feel that way? whenever i get to
where i'm nothing from second to second which is what you aare having
me say. hey that did work.. it's for talking to yosef and among other
things wrecking yosef .. alright which ones would you get? the ones on
top or the ones on bottom? nothing happen she dont use cheese whatdaya
wanna it sounds like he's saying how does it feel like he's saying it
don't work .. what else you want.. nobody's getting this
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i dont know who the people is who controls my actions, if i know you
wont, that's all.



In 1990 nine tenths of the population was wiped from existence after
people realized they only gave a shit about less than one tenth and
that the other 90 were becoming a threat to the responsibilities that
they considered their way of life....

To take life is an illusion created for all who don't matter.

When will you run out on yourselves?

Voiding time, methodology, and ideas to produce control so that we
don't have to. Is there a point>? what's it like? Getting to see
into the minds of us? I know you take much care in allowing one to die.
It seems as though you inspire the things to come.

Do you sleep? Does time just stay? I wonder what the generations have
done to cover these classes, how deep does it really go.. it's 2005
for the 100th time? And the planet is not like it has been told to me.

I feel like it's people that allow me to be caring or reserved,
telepathically even, not a god.. although I imagine it can be conceived
no differently. I thought it was tricks but now I know it's real
because I can reference in some way how I became what I am. And how
the world looks now and then..

I have to believe that every person plays a part, not in the
"privileged?" psychic circle, in the ones of us who figure for it.
Do we help you? Only does it seem we hide you and from you. That's
help... I never realized how to appreciate that.. can't really..

I've often felt you create the illusion that my actions have some
bearing on the outcome of what you intend for me. I don't understand
how this can be when you are what I am at best and worst. I can see
how thinking along these lines ...blanked me on this .. sorry..

I've ignored life through a lot of confusion.. Makes me want a
fairytale for myself, you know, you gave me the ideas. I wonder with so
much that I feel about some of this if any of it is accurate. I believe
it could be I can't let go because there is nothing else. The
hardest thing is trying to know what family is.

I don't know how to care .. wish I had a clue.. even if I wanted to
it would spell disaster.

How much of the last 30 years of news is as it was told? I don't have
a choice but I really just want someone to land hear on allot of these
kinds of things because I just feel more used when I have to stomach
it. I also see where there is no one I will have the ability to trust.
I would rather know someone than have ground control for judgment
calls.

A big part of me feel like most everybody doesn't think, live,
perceive things like me.. sometimes it's like everybody has this huge
edge where they can link telekinetically or something.. I feel like
this is common in circles as alien as it fell..

Just tell me if a psychic gets out of line with someone that they
don't get to stay// it's gotta be unpersonal otherwise advantage is
unrealistically eschewed and other things get fucked up... sleep sleep
sleep sleep for y okay sorry, run it how eva

Lost

Tempting4confusion is how I'm conditioned to respond to the signals..
I know youre special and that you can make me smart and dumb and
everything else but I know you aren't in my life to make sense..

You changed too much of what I ever knew of myself for me to know how
to approach..

I can't imagine you getting off on tormenting .. it doesn't make
sense because you set it up that way...

It's come to the point as I'm sure it was like before that every
action and thought come with reservation because I feel like I in
someway produce the catastrophic effects that I hear about in the
world.. I also can know that you are a filter, trying to produce an
affect.
First, is it an illusion, and if so why should I be so centered? If no
then I'd check your routing protocols or you need some therapy...

I guess I just don't get to know if it was okay leaving things up to
you... did you kill 'em, I know you know how.. I really wouldn't
know how to say good job or whatever so forget I ask or ever existed...

Is there really such a thing as biological relatives? Is it more better
to be in that kinda situation? Like do you have a chance to know what
it means to care if youre like that?

Lastly, I hope you know I didn't think of this stuff tonight.. I
don't take credit.. some spirit or something..

And I know you can't make me responsible for what happens in your
world.. and I can feel good about that..

They changed my shit for way back.. is it that I shouldn't grow to
succeed? I'd like to know the source of this.. and I'd like to make
the assessment without being led by the signals.. I know it's too
much to ask.. if it was just a bunch of monkeys fucking a football I
don't think I'd be surprised or angry because I know it's hard to
keep things together.. I never really got to see, we are the same....

.. be aware of that these were put so ..

Cruelty? I think I was just a lab rat.

The people I wanted to know knew they didn't want to know me. The
people I knew knew they knew nobody. Then why the elaborate set
ups, the framework of my life was always based on a lie, supported by
the people around me. What good came from deception? It was if I was
always exposed to the line of what you wouldn't do. You programmed me
to explode my whole life. And somehow you make me feel guilty and that
I was selfish when irl you know I don't know shit about what you are
and never did. You make me cope so that you could observe. This has
left me wanting when/where I shouldn't need. Do you feel good?
Intelligent? Do you have a large account now? Why sew me out/in? I'm
sick from it! That makes you responsible in the way you made me the
most fallible mother fucker on the planet and you act like you don't
know.. what issues could you possibly get to concern yourself with
when you can allow living a lie to this capacity? What good are you?
You should be committing suicide.. if you are so high and mighty that
you believe you should withstand in such ways I believe I could stomach
watching you suffer because I know you are a product of arrogance and
getting away with seeding destruction by deception. Ooh the world
turned out to be a magic trick! Know why you care?

Somehow you would have me believe that you can speak for everyone. You
don't allow for anything else so you're nothing but a wet dream.

Can you fucking people talk? I mean come on! Are you so caught up in
UniV that you just what? Are you brainwashed by a foreign tongue? Do
you have some concept of protecting ignorance? I place blame where
blame is due, I don't create it and manipulate it for my pleasure. I
don't see how I wish I wanted that in my life.

You understand however, I can't relay to you because I wasn't
supposed to feel someway about a created environment ruled by the
everlasting. Squirming out of this bullshit mindset is the only
satisfaction I've ever felt, at least I can say I know how to feel
without you. Makes for better approaches on stuff instead of keeping
all the he said she said. I think you'll wake up dissatisfied
continually...

Mold yourself to nothing.. see how far what you say takes the one youre
with.. after all we are powerless over ourselves..

O many methods.. what you said made me think.. what you didn't say
made me think.

You're left to deal!