Wow, bad advice?^^

Don't act like a pussy, you are already acting that way and its not working. You need to get some confidence. Back when i was a sophomore, I still wasn't really confident, i felt like a small person. By my junior year, i was 6'2" and 200lbs and I could handle people, (in physical situations whether it be fighting or sex). I gained confidence, realized that noone is better than me or really has any advantage over me. I feel smart and strong.

If you have nothing to be confident about, you are in a rough spot.