Bro Im in the same situation dont feel bad. Im 20 and still not in to dating and sex. Ive had a few teases ya know making out with a few girls and stripper stuff. I never had much confidence my whole life and that was kinda the result up untill a few years ago. I was basicly livn my own world being on my own. The friends I do have gave me so much teaching/shittalk/pressure that I begain to feel like I was loseing what little control I had, geting more insecure like I was getting pressure. I regularly think Im not good enough. I woulda had sex any day I just didnt feel confident enough to go and get it. I started working out a while back, getn in shape made me feel more confident. Just have hope, suicide is selfish.