Are we allowed to beg whine or cry for a smoke buddy here? I'm a west of dfw. I quit smoking about a year ago because I wanted to at first, then I lost my hook ups. Now life sucks. I've settled down have a family and don't get out much. Am I jerk if I ask? Am I wasting my time? Not trying to find a dealer or a score, just a bud to smoke bud with. Is there a way to pull this off worry free? I CAN'T FREAKING TAKE THIS ANYMORE!!! Sorry for being emotinal, but crap wouldn't you?