I've decided this will be the first new years that i will enjoy not trashed. I will drink still, and hopefully have a good time at the party i'm going to attend. It's the same one i went to last year, except i intend to be a social and outgoing person. Getting fucked up all time time is getting old. I never gain anything positive from the experince and miss out a lot of great chances to meet people.

Its also my birthday.

I have to stop into my old job for at least one shot.

The good times are killing me...