i feel like i was brought up to look up for number one and to never let my gaurd fown.. i have let my gaurd down alot of times and EVEYRY single time i have iv been fucked over by my weakness so in nature i learnt,. dont let anyyone know you're weakness. and take they';re for advantage and fuck them over like people did to you.. eye for an eye imo.. its VERY VERY few people i let my gaurd down too now..