I like to make other ppl happy too.. just those who deaserVE IT.. i NEED to be suspoius.. i have few "real" friends and those who i dont consider as real friends i jsut dont tlk to.. i mean someone who was my BEST mate, i mean hangin out with EVERY single day for about 6 years, since i was 10 years old.. and he fucked me over by goin out with my ex gf who i knew was a slut, and i dont plan on talking to him ever again and havnt for about 2 months.. just like my mum who also dosnt give a shit.. but those who i do trust and i KNOW for a FACT are with me for ME.. man i show them the true meaning of life. but the rest, they can rot in hell