damn dude! i must say, i'd probably have about the reaction... that's some fucked up shit.... but throwing the bottle at the cop-van? trying to assault/kill the dude is one thing... but screaming out 'i want to be arrested, come arrest me' is another lol dude... i understand your anger, and agree you have every right to it.... i'm glad your grandma is still alive, and you should be too, those are VERY life threatening injuries, you should be happy she's still alive, not shouting out to come arrest me.... c'mon man.... THIS NEEDS TO BE IN CAPS, CUZ IF YOU'RE GOING TO READ ANYTHING FROM MY POST, IT'LL BE THE CAPS, I IN NO WAY AM MINIMIZING WHAT YOU DID OR WHAT YOU FELT, BUT LIFE WILL THROW SHIT AT YOU, ALL THE TIME, THAT'S THE TIME WHEN YOU NEED TO SIT DOWN AND THINK, WHAT IS REALLY IMPORTANT, TO YOU AND EVERYONE WHO CARES ABOUT YOU.... just think about what i have to say, maybe it'll sink in, maybe it won't... i hope your grandma is doing better, atleast as better as she can do.... if i were you, i'd just be happy she was even alive at this point..... somtimes it's just better to be happy for what you do have, then upset for what you don't have life is never fair, but life is only what you make of it.