This is first and foremost a POT site. You've got many hardcore stoners on here, and that's the way it should be. People that frequently smoke heavy stuff, for a long time, have been known to get a little warped, and that comes with the territory. I'm not even doing it very much these days, but many aspects of my attitude and demeanor are permanently affected and still considered abnormal by the "straight" people's standards - which is fine with me. I'll beat most of them at so many things that it's pathetic. My self-esteem is fine.