well partyguy, i'm glad you shared your story with me. i've always wondered what shaped you into the man you are today, there's a few others i wonder about here as well, maybe i'll ask them to do the same some day.... psychology and people intrest me... so of course, stories of peoples lives intrest me even more..... personally tho, a hard life, makes for more intresting people.... lol... 'we' (people who lived hard/fucked up lives) seem to grow up alot faster, and understand the world alot better, and alot faster... so cheers to you dude, for not like offing yourself becasue of the tribulations life throws at us.....