well don't get the wrong idea, but i don't use any messanger programs... anymore atleast... the last person that i actually even talked to was PENGUIN (or jake martinez, depending on which name you 'knew' him as) so, i won't be IM-ing you, just saying it here so you don't expect it, but also don't want you to feel as if all the sudden i'm un-intrested, i just for soem reason (not even i know) dont' use them anymore, i don't like to... maybe it's because i really never know what to talk about, and all my ims end in 30-45 minutes of silence before one of us actually say 'well i'm going'... so i just stopped... i mean, if you wanna post it here, i'd be more than happy to hear it, but i also understand (especially over something like this) it's not something you just wanna post for everyone's eyes, and you only want to let people read (or on a psychological level, 'let in') to people you trust (or as far as you can actually trust over the net)... so yeah i understand... just wanted to let you know i don't use any im programs...

edit: however, by emails, i mean if you understand i sometimes don't know what to say, and dont' end up responding, and don't even check it very regularly, you can email me what happened (because, believe it or not i do care lol) slipknotpsycho5891 at yahoooooooo dot com (not that many o's in yahoo as we all know, but last time i posted my actual email here, i ended up getting like 200 spam emails PER DAY) just instant messangers for me is pretty much the phone, and even on the phone i end up sitting there in silence forever.... i'm not a very 'talkative' person...