partyguy

[slipknotpsycho]

well don't get the wrong idea, but i don't use any messanger programs... anymore atleast... the last person that i actually even talked to was PENGUIN (or jake martinez, depending on which name you 'knew' him as) so, i won't be IM-ing you, just saying it here so you don't expect it, but also don't want you to feel as if all the sudden i'm un-intrested, i just for soem reason (not even i know) dont' use them anymore, i don't like to... maybe it's because i really never know what to talk about, and all my ims end in 30-45 minutes of silence before one of us actually say 'well i'm going'... so i just stopped... i mean, if you wanna post it here, i'd be more than happy to hear it, but i also understand (especially over something like this) it's not something you just wanna post for everyone's eyes, and you only want to let people read (or on a psychological level, 'let in') to people you trust (or as far as you can actually trust over the net)... so yeah i understand... just wanted to let you know i don't use any im programs...

edit: however, by emails, i mean if you understand i sometimes don't know what to say, and dont' end up responding, and don't even check it very regularly, you can email me what happened (because, believe it or not i do care lol) slipknotpsycho5891 at yahoooooooo dot com (not that many o's in yahoo as we all know, but last time i posted my actual email here, i ended up getting like 200 spam emails PER DAY) just instant messangers for me is pretty much the phone, and even on the phone i end up sitting there in silence forever.... i'm not a very 'talkative' person...

[partyguy420]

ohh thats ok... i dont really care what i say on the internet, or who reads it... you know, so what if some dip shit says im lieing... so what... i dont really care... i mean, i didnt realy want to post that i was a meth head at one point in my life... but you know... so what... some one flames me for being a meth head... its just words over the internet. it dosent bother me anymore... i mean, depending on how long youve been on the fourms here, u can see that i used to fight over stupid shit with stupid people, and most of them have been booted(like crazy pot head... but he will still try to talk shit over msn...and then of cource, i dont like the fact that he asked my girl out.. i live in the US of Ahe lives in england... PATETIC) LOL but still... if you want to reach me, and you want to send it to me in the form of an emial, i sudjest my hotmail acount cause i only use aol for registering stuff, and for the IM...

[xblackdogx]

and another question for the one whos saying my life story is BS... you say you would drug him? why, he wouldnt be able to feel the bat crushing his head, he wouldnt be able to feel the blood gushig from his throat, or his sides, or from were his heart used to sit at...

if that was redirect to me then,

i silently protest this thread

[MastaChronic]

billionfold
i lol'ed at your avatar

[slipknotpsycho]

Alright I'm just gonna say it like I see it. I don't mean to offend anyone, but if I do oh well.

There are TONS of people who have histories. Bad histories, good histories, neutral histories. Partyguy, yours sounds pretty bad, but I've heard way worse. And since I've heard worse, and even have been around worse, it sort of bugs me that everyone thinks your stories are "cool". If I were you, some of the stories you tell aren't cool but personal. For your age you've experienced quite a bit, and it's my belief to never refuse an experience. It's good that you're ok. Oh well, nevermind.

billion, you know me and you are cool, or atleast i hope you know, but speaking from my persepective, the statement you made about it bothering you that people think his stories are cool, i see that as jealousy.... jealousy as to why, i don't really have a clue, but that's classic signs of jealousy... sorry, i just had to speak up on it... i personally don't feel it's 'right' you'd try to take the attention off of him.... i've been here awhile, and seen alot of you come and go, also seen alot you and others have said, but i've never seen anyone try to actually take the attention off someone else.........

[JeenYuss]

got a big "hell yeah" on bein native

my ex g/f got raped so im feelin u on that too

you are now one of my role models, up there wit 'pac, biggie, little elk an them

[tootsie roll]

ok... i will tell it to you with a little bit of suspence... by telling you a bit each day...

ok, i was born in tacoma washington at tacoma general hospital on january 22nd 1990. i was born with some native american blood in me, not alot, but enuf for me to be reconised by 2 of the 3 tribes that my family has come from... my kids will only be reconised by one of them... and my grand childern none... on my aunts drive to the hospital, she kept seeing BLUE ravens all over the place... and thats my native name, bluse raven... i lived with my grandma in tacoma for about a year, then my family moved in with with my moms parents, and lived there for almost another year, then i moved to a small hick town called darrington, about 2 hours north-north east of seattllee washington... and we lived in a tent and the local hotle while waiting for the previous owners of our house to finish moving out.. and we lived in this house... the house was a red house, that had faded out to a pink color... it was a 3 bedroom, 2 story house with 1 full bathroom down stairs, and a toilet and sink in the up stairs bath room...

the house was on the reservation, that my mom is reconised by(the only one that dosent reconise me) and i grew up around 3 main boys, timmy david and curtis, curtis my next door neabhor, and timmy and david twins, lived across the rez(those 3 and curts older bro was the guys i first smoked weed with... latter in life of cource) we had all kinds of fun together, like racing our bikes around the rez, building forts in the woods... stealing the ciggeret butts and lighters from out parents, and trying to smoke them when we were like 5 and 6 years old... there were other kids around, but CPS would end up removing them, due to their parents being alcohalic, or their moms BFs were molesting them blah blah blah...

anyways... about 2 years of living on the rez, my grandparetns(my moms dad and mom) moved in 2 houses away from us... still hanging out with the 3 boys... umm... i was forced to fuck some girl when i was 5... it has yet to bother me... but most likely will when i older...

partents spilt up when i was 5 years old, my mom threatens to calll the cops on my dad cause he is giving my sister a hug, and charged with attempted kid napping... dad lives in the back of his truck for about 6 months becuase he cant save monney for housing, cause he spends all of his monney on coke and weed... he finaly gets a GF and moves in with her... since the day they met, she has treated me and my brother and sister like shit...

school years... no one realy liked me cause i was sort of fat.... skiping ahead to the age of 13... i smoke my first bowl of weed, i spend about 250 dollars of my first paycheck on weed...
*insert heavy drinking, an lots of weed here*
skip ahead to the age of 15... i get a realy GF(any other relationships, we would just date to date some one...) and we both fall in love with each other... and on december 7th, 2005 i loose my virginty... then i break up with this girl every couple of months to fuck another girl... or cheat on her...

finaly... the year 2006 has come... to bring in the new years, me and her time it just right so that me and her both cum at 12:01 in the morn on january first... about a week befor my 16 birthday, we have a party to have a party... and then the next week is my party... my b-day party sucks... so i basicaly lock my self in my room with a case of beer, and drink until i pass out...

skip past lots of weed, and beer... and 2 grand theft autos... and a few asualts with deadly weapons

april 16th... my gf is rapped by a neabhor of mine while we are all drinking... so i call the cops, and the cops come in my house, and see that its a huge fucking mess... so she dose what she needs to do with my GF... and leaves, on arpil 18th, 2006, a cop shows up at my door, along with CPS(child protection servies) actualy its ICW for the rez(indian child wellfare) and they take me away from my mom, and send me to my dads
on may 1st 2006, the house i grew up in, catches on fire and burns, fire is put out, so that most stuff is salvageable... but moms room and hallway closet(were a bunch of photos and native american stuff and other un replaceable items are stored...)

(you already know this part of the story i belive)

lots of fights with my dad... the end of july... i suck a glass dick(meth pipe) for the first time in my life i didnt become addicted right away... but i liked the way it made me feel... so i started doing it more and more... and then one day, we managed to scrape together 300 dollars, and buy 3 grams and a glass dick, smoked all in one night... the night i truely became a slave to crystal(meth)

finaly i beat the shit out of crystal... and i am no longer a slave to any pipes...

some juvey...

finaly, ICW and CPS courts see that i dont want to live with any one except my mom or my grandma the 2 people who raised me, so they put me pack with my mom...

*insert drinking heavly here*

today, i just typed the entire story that should have been posted over a week...theres other stuff... but they are not very major detalis, other then the fact, that the only male that was in my life 24/7, my moms dad, died on july 8th 2007...

Wow, that is a Reader Digest Condensed Version but so very telling.
Very interesting life on the rez. My ex BIL lives on the Rez in Idaho.

Oh yeah..ps, your grandpa, 2006 maybe but 2007 hasn't happened yet.

[JeenYuss]

im on the rez right now in michigan, lived here all my life

THUG LIFE?:smokin:

REZ LIFE:rastasmoke:

[orange floyd]

whats the deal with the forced to fuck a girl when u were 5, but lost virginity in 9th grade?

[partyguy420]

whats the deal with the forced to fuck a girl when u were 5, but lost virginity in 9th grade?

umm... i was some one said stick you cock in her right now or im kicking your ass(at 5 years old, i was afriad of getting my ass kicked) i willingly lost my virginty in the 9th grade...