Time to move on is exactly right, Res. There's torture that we live through that is not our fault and then there's torturing ourselves for no reason. She's not looking back...so do yourself a favor and get out and have a good time. Meet some ppl, write your own new chapter. I think the best thing you need to realize is that you control how you feel, is this how you want to feel? I think you might feel safe in your sadness, it might be easier to say, "Whoas me." then to actually put effort into moving forward. Your asking too many questions and are not doing anything to change the situation. It's a bitch but you're going to have to deal with it or you'll be sitting in candlelight and posting these kinds of thoughts forever. And pour the rest of that Vodka down the drain.
maryjanemama Reviewed by maryjanemama on . The Journey I must be going crazy; sat here, as I am, in a room lit only by the light of a few candles. The rain outside pours down in a torrent, that mirrors the emotions that course through my body and soul. On ocassion, I pace the room aimlessly, and shake my head to try and rid myself of the images that haunt me everytime that I close my eyes. And the feelings that those images bring; guilt, anger, frustration, longing. I pour myself a drink, even though I know I will not drink it, and watch as the Rating: 5