ok, well if you really wanna know..... i'll keep it short, i know i sure as hell don't like to hear/read alot of extra details... so here it goes.... if anything you wanna know more about ask, and i'lll gladly go into more detail...

i grew up without either parent in my life.... my grandparents (technicallly it's my real gradman, and step grandpa, but he treated me more like a grandson then either of my REAL grandpa's ever did) have, and always have had custody of me. my mom and dad always wanted to go off partying. at birth, my dad was welll over 20, and my mom 15..... she did basicly what my dad wanted her to do, you know how the whole 'older man' thing was, especiallly back then (1985 is my birth year, incase that really matters) so anyways, i grew up without either of them, at one point they tried to take back 'responsibility' and took me 4 hours away (drive) to austin texas, which didn't work, my grandma was severely depressed (if there was ever a candidate for a 'momma's boy' or vice versa, it was me and my grandma, we were closer then anything you'll EVER find, me and my grandpa were that way, but you'll find out what happened a little later on) and so my parents 'didn't know what to do with me, or my grandma' they told my grandparents to come pick me up.... and they did. from that point on, i lived nonstop with my grandparents and THEY WERE my parents, the only diffrence between them and my parents, is the extra letters it takes to spell grandparents, over parents.

i grew up pretty normal, your average kid, i had a few friends, i had my bad ones, that would get me in trouble, and i had my 'good' ones, that if anything, i was giving THEM bad ideas, and getting THEM in trouble...., fast forward quite a few years, eventually i got locked up (this part i leave blank, and i will never fill in, the only people that need to know are my grandparents, me and my wife, and that's how it will stay) and after many tribulations here i am....


you know what? it doesn't sound that bad unless you experienced it, i mean i dont' want to give a day-by-day basis of what happened to me, cuz that would take forever, so i'll just get down to the things that really bother me.... or have in the past (meaning i got through them)

in no particular order, i was locked up, taken away from everything i ever knew, or loved (very traumatic to me), my wife (althought back then was only my fiance and we fought nearly everyday, still to this day, I, NOTICE I SAID I [that part was more to her, then anyone else lol] still threaten leaving her, or divorcing] i grew up with no real parents, always wondering, why they didn't want me, or what i did wrong. in school i was ALWAYS picked on, bullied, even by the entire football team, and of course, the principal could give a half a shit, and i mean beaten, on a daily basis.... and just to the point that it would leave no irreperable <sp???> harm..... but to a point to where i'd be hurting for days, if not weeks.... but no, the 'offfical' in charge couldn't care less (and damnit cuz i know you shadow my posts, and want to question half of what i do/say, ask my grandma, BabySnoookums) i think it's cuz i'm drunk, but nothing sounds as sad right now (i'm a happy drunk lol) there's alot more i'm not telling you, but ijust can't remember it right now.... i know soon as i lay down, i'm going to have more to say on the subject..... but i'm just too drunk (and happy) to think of it alll.... so you know what (lol.. and you better read IT ALL!!!) i'm going to deal with this in the morning when i'm not quite so drunk.
slipknotpsycho Reviewed by slipknotpsycho on . so what presents did you get? figured might as well go ahead and start this thread now, seeing as some families open up some of their presents on christmas eve, and the time diffrences and what not... so what'd you get? Rating: 5