so what presents did you get?

[Ae...]

vid-ya games.....


i'm still waiting for someone to tell me where that's from for some rep points.... i'll give you a hint, it's a 'hick' accent..

Has to be Hank Hill...

All I am getting is a new cord for the old guitar and I am getting a speeding ticket paid off for me. Heh...

[Skink]

I got my cat back... and 100 dollars...

Your ps2 friend???

[slipknotpsycho]

Hey again. I feel the same way, Slipknot, my adopted son/little brother. I wish you were closer than Houston because if you were, y'all'd be sitting here with all of us tomorrow. I mean that very seriously.

I know I don't know your mom, but you've told me enough about her that I know she wasn't someone who should have adopted or given birth to kids. I'm sure she did as good a job as she knew how, and I know she's in terrible pain after the death of your brother, but she's not now--and probably never has been--emotionally equipped to nurture healthy, balanced kids. If anyone else is reading this and wondering how I dare say these things, I do because I've been reading--and listening--to Slipknot for a while now. These are not revelations to him. He's known this stuff for a long time.

Why do you worry me? Well, mostly because I know you've been in a lot of pain and because, as you said earlier, you have put yourself and your wife through some rocky experiences as a result. Also, you told me not too long ago that you don't put much stock in therapy/counseling, and that worried me because I think folks who don't take time to offload some of their heaviest emotional traumas, particularly young men, are at much higher danger of perpetuating the traumatic cycle in their own lives, relationships, and future generations. Also, I worry a tad, as I do about others here on the boards, when I hear you speak of being so fond of alcohol. Didn't mean to get so heavy, but I worry about you because I'm one of the many here who think highly of you and care!

well let me tell you, it feels good to be cared about.... it probably wouldn't seem much to most people here, but it means alot to me, and i thank you for it.. even if you didn't mean it (which let me say i don't doubt for a second, just saying even if you DIDN'T mean it, it'd still mean alot to me....) and anyone that tries to persecute you for what you say about my mom, i'd tell them them, they're going off on the wrong track, and you're very right in what you say! lol.... don't let my laughter fool you, or anyone, the pain still lies underneath, only those who grew up without a mother or father, can really comprehend what wondering years and years (if not forever if they never found their parents or answers) could do to a person.... it makes you wonder why your parents didn't want you or what you did that was so wrong to be excluded from it all, its' very hard, and it makes you grow up a very diffrent person..... as i've said, only someone that's gone through ti could really understand the consequences already set in motion (or in 'dummier terms) what it can really do to a person, emotionally.

and birdgirl, i've been in therapy pretty much all my life.... i know it works for some people, but you also know it doesn't work for everyone, and we both know it's those un-expressed emotions that make the diffrence, i do express my emotions, just not to a counselor, so i'm healthy in that aspect, the only diffrence is i don't have someone to give me feedback on how i'm doing... but like i said i've been in it all my life, and i do know alot (not saying i'm a know-it-all lol, hardly from it, just letting you know, i'm ahead of it all, and keeping it healthy as possible...) i'll be allright.. in the end, someone will be able to look back on my life and say i lived a decent life, and did all i could to make it that way, and in the end, that's all that matters right? that you tried? fail or succeed, it's the trying that REALLY makes a person... or am i wrong? lol...

[slipknotpsycho]

Has to be Hank Hill...

All I am getting is a new cord for the old guitar and I am getting a speeding ticket paid off for me. Heh...

ok, since no one's trying, fine i'll let that slide but only cuz no one's tried yet... i was looking for a more specific more 'sure' answer.... but ok you win lol...

[Skink]

What do you mean no one tried???

[slipknotpsycho]

I got my cat back... and 100 dollars...

Your ps2 friend???

three posts in a row, yes... cuz i feel like being lazy....

haven't had a chance to talk to him yet, he didn't come today, and he won't be here tommorow, cuz my wife said tommorow is a 'family day' and he's not to be here under any circumstances, i'll keep yal posted on what happens or is said on the original post, dont' worry... i plan on saying something, even if it's something very minor and i'm even backing down and just letting him use me (not saying that's the case, just saying, i WILL post all details there) for those who are intrested.


edit, ok i edited this post so not four in a row, ok skink 'no one tried' by that i meant i posted the 'vid-ya game' quite a few weeks ago and no one even guessed at it... atleast that's what i'm assuming you were asking "What do you mean no one tried???" at

[tonypop]

I got new tenni shoes. I got about $200 total in wal mart gift certificates from 3 different people. i got a beard trimmer from my brother and his wife and another one from my mom. Maybe they were trying to tell me something. I still got presents tommorrow with my wife's family also. So far so good for me.

[Skink]

My guess was your ps2 friend on the no one tried question...

[slipknotpsycho]

My guess was your ps2 friend on the no one tried question...

ok i'm confused, that flew right over my head, mind explaining that a bit better? lol sorry i'm kinda drunk tongiht

[Skink]

Nity Night...