well, see that's the thing, i know even if i talk to him, it won't change anything... i mean i can't say for 100% sure, because there's never anything you can say in this life for sure, but there are things you just KNOW, and this is one of those things.... as of right now, he's basicly my only friend, which is probably why i've put up with it for this long.... i don't want to be utterly alone, but i also don't want to feel like i'm being used, that's why i came here, to see how everyone else felt on the subject....